October 11, 2007

• Why?

  I hate it when people die.
  It makes me so sick to my stomach.
  I want to throw up.
  My head throbs.
  I feel like I’m suffocating.
  The world is half-spinning.
  I can hardly breathe sometimes.
  Feel so tired from emotions, I just want to sleep.
  Sleeping means forgetting briefly
  but then I wake up again, and the realization
  is like finding out about it all over again for the first time.
  And the questions keep surfacing
  Why, why, why?

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