May 7, 2004

  • Feverish


    I feel as though I have gone from feverish excitement to feverish sorrow.  I mean it was a whole season - days upon days - of great excitement and contagious joy.  But now I've entered into days upon days of sorrow.


    Sorrow is different as a believer.  It rides in the undercurrent.  Sometimes it just feels like someone is wringing out my heart as one would wring out a washcloth.  Sometimes it's a less prominent feeling - more like a rock at the pit of my stomach.  But in the overlay of all that undercurrent is still a certain, sure sense of joy.  Things will always turn out the best way possible because God is the Soveriegn King.  He is my anchor.


    In moments like these, I'm aware that there's no way in the world that I could possibly make it without Jesus.  I love Him so.